Jangan cuba untuk merasa penyesalan

kolej kesayangan dah start balik dah. kalau kami dulu (senior), kolej start raya ke 3, haruslah semangat raya belom pudar kan? maka telah dibuat open challet kt p-31 untuk laki, dan P berapa tah bagian pompuan, tahun ni?

da seminggu duk rumah, kepala duk fikir exam exam exam, kan? kalian! exam dah dekat dah. ni, nak kongsi beberapa kata-kata untuk mereka-mereka yg suka sangat kecewa bila x dapat score 100 percent. macam ko bermuram durja bagai bila dapat 99 percent, ko kenapa?

kiasu. cukup.


ada dengar desas desus mengatakan soalan trial p1 mathematics sgt hanjeng dan lahanat, iyya? Kolej memang macam tu, menakut-nakutkan pelajarnya supaya semua jadi kiasu. akhirnya, semua bersengkang mata sampai ke pagi. ish, x elok x elok.

sampaikan, 1+1 pun tekan kalkulator, dasyat kan?

hei budak2 kiasu, lek r.. baru trial. anggap je trial tu sebagai pentas untuk menguji diri tentang apa yg kita tak tahu lagi. bila kita xle jawab soklan susah, bermakna kita tak strong lagi, bukan sebab bodoh atau bebal, ya dok? oklah, pergilah ko nak menjerit melolong menggila 2 3 hari sebab xle score fullmark paper 3 fizik sebab salah axis graf, pastu kembali waras, ok?

buat passyears banyak banyak banyak sampai muntah. biar sampai bila tgk satu soklan tu, jelir lidah jer kat soklan tu, sebab ko dah tau trick dia kat mana. orang yg buat paper exam ni malas sebenarnya, depa duk ulang jer soklan lepas2.

biar terjeluak pemeriksa kertas nanti bila tengok jawapan paper 2 fizik students kyuem sejibik macam skema jawapan. sapa nak sahut cabaran ni?

dgn itu, berakhirla sesi merepek saya untuk budak-budak kiasu yg tengah bermuram durja ya. pesanan ni include semua students KY sebab semua kiasu, cuma xnak ngaku, kan?

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apa? ingat saya gila kuasa sangat nk tukar blog sapphire ni jadi blog saya? saya bukan jenis yg suka ambil kesempatan dgn populariti yg dikecapi blog ni. saya sedar saya sekadar penulis.


kata orang-orang tua (ke orang tua tua?),

"usahlah dikenang yang masa lampau, pandanglah ke hadapan, bukalah lembaran baru, bukalah kamus baru"

kata orang muda yg hensem

"usahlah dikenang yang masa lampau, pandanglah ke hadapan, bukalah lembaran baru, bukalah BLOG baru"

terimalah daripada saya yg hina ini

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Resepi Hari ini

teka apa nama resepi ini?

Nama : Coet
Pemilik Asal : Pn. Ain
Ulasan : seekor binatang yg sgt comel. tiada tandingan. suka buat aksi comel dan ngada. punya kelebihan luar biasa iaitu membulatkan badannya seperti bola. tidak suka karot tapi sukakan air susu perisa strawberry.
Jangka hayat : sebulan 13 hari
Cara mati : dibaham kucing
Tahap emosi : sangat sedih dan telah berkabung selama 7 hari

Nama : Awok
Pemilik Asal : tidak diketahui nasab dan keturunan
Ulasan : sangat blur. suka mengejar kucing. bila duduk bersenang-senang suka menggigil tak tentu pasal. cara kencing yg ganas yakni suka memancutkan air kencing keluar drpd sangkarnya. makanan kegemaran ialah daun salad Dining Hall
Jangka Hayat : 5 bulan lebih kurang
Cara Mati : disembelih dan dimasak kicap
Tahap emosi : gembira gila!!!! ah~ ah~ ah~




sila rujuk ayat pertama post, dapat jawapan?

a story

assalamualakum dan salam ramadhan..

trial exam is coming to its end and everybody is so excited to go home and celebrate hari raya. one thing that all of us know is that after hari raya we are going to battle with CIE AS examination again. it's coming. Yes, it is..first of all, goodluck to all sapphireans esp to those who take more than 2 subjects.

actually i want to share a story that might benefit all of us, yes i'm taking AS too =). based on true stories ok!!! Well, this is how it begins....

DOT was a very active child but she was also quite naughty. she loved to tease and make fun of her friends. that was before she went to school. 6 years later when UPSR was few months away, she said to herself that she's going to get straight A's. She went to a lot of extra classes and tuitions. in pre trial, trial and post trial, she managed to get excellent results. everyone was expecting her to get straight A's however things were juz not right for her and she got 4A's 1B instead. she cried so hard and at that very moment a guy came and said 'serve u right!!u are bad and so does ur result turn out to be'

she was so shocked. but his words lingered in her mind. she recalled all the things she had done and guess what. yes, that guy was telling the truth. She was a humble,nice and good friends. but she's also a 'good' enemy. she hated a girl in that school and somehow spreading bad things about her. then at the age of 12 years old, she realised that the amount that she studied is not the only determinants of her grades. she learnt about 'keberkatan' that day.

she wanted to go to MRSM but with her grades,she couldnt. it's ok.she went to a daily school.after 3 years,PMR was coming. the same things happened. she's the best student in that school for 3 years in a row but then in the real exam, she GOT 8A's and 1B.that was so dissapointing. but it took her only 5 minutes to think what went wrong. it's keberkatan again! she slept in most of that subject classes.only for that subject!! she was complaining about the teacher of that subject and there it goes the keberkatan.

but this time she was quite lucky as she managed to go to a boarding school, her childhood dream came true. she was so grateful and at that moments she promised to herself that she wont do anything that will affect her SPM..she beared in mind about the keberkatan thing.during the 2 years, only God knew what she's been through. she's been through a lot but she didnt blame God for that..she kept praying. she woke up at 3a.m to solat hajat and tahajud. she made good bonds with friends and teachers. but life wasnt that easy.people envied her achievements and that caused her a lot of trouble but there were good things behind all those. she became closer to God. she apolgised to almost everyone because she was so scared that would affect her grades. she didnt mind to apologise to people who actually started the rumours about her.she didnt care. she wanted to get straight A1 and she would do anything for that.

she woke up at least 3 times a week at 3.am to pray and beg to God to make her dream came true. it was the month of Ramadhan. she knew about the amazement of this month esp during the last 10 days.she woke up every night during that 10 days hoping that she would not miss the lailatul qadar night because her mom once said it is a night that God will answer all prayers,insyaAllah. praying is a conversation between a servant and God. so she prayed and talked to HIM. she told him that she tried her best to be good and preserve the keberkatan but she's human. she could not run away from making mistakes. she just can try her very best to minimise that. after SPM she did the same things. waking up at 3am was like a routine for her.

she's a teenager and she cudnt help herself from acting that way. she disobeyed her parents, holding hands with her boyfriend. she was doing so many sins but somehow she got a wake up call. she went back to her old routine. people might say she did that because the result is coming out. she didnt care.. no one can say whether what she's doing was accepted by God or not. people can say she's not sincere as she did that for the sake of her result but we never know. only God knows. the day came and it was exhilarating. she got what she's been praying so hard for. she was so grateful. after that during every exams or interview or anything that she wished to accomplish or achieve, she would beg for God's help as she knew that He is the most merciful.

when she faced difficulties, she never failed to look back at all those beautiful gifts God has given her. there's no way she couldnt be grateful. and up to know she still get what she really need.if she doesnt, she knows that God knows better, she can put as much efforts as possible and can pray as lot as she cud but God has the final say she believe. she never tells anyone her story because she's afraid that they might misjudge her.but now she thinks it's da time to share. people can choose in which ways they want to interpret.it's all up to u..


that is the end of the story...what we can learn from the story is more important than who's in the story. dun feel curious to know who she is. Today is the starting of the 10 last days in Ramadhan.. maybe u guys can try to do what she did..may God bless all of us..may all Sapphireans score in this upcoming AS exam...gudluck everybody.

ps: Allah xkan uji hambaNya dgn ujian yang xmampu kita terima.Allah sgt suka apabila hambaNya merayu dan menangis padaNya.Dia uji kita supaya kita kembali padaNya yang maha dlm segalanya.

=)

kisah benci

dulu, saya rasa sangat geram dengan mesin ATM terutamanya maybank. satu, sebab ia selalu menunjukkan baki duit yg semakin berkurangan yg menyebabkan saya naik menyampah. dua, sebab nilai paling kecil boleh dikeluarkan ialah nota 50 ringgit. bayangkanlah, saya hanya mahu beli tali leher yg hanya berharga 10 ringgit tapi saya terpaksa keluarkan 50 ringgit.

saya akan gila bila ada sale.

bila dah beli tali leher, baki yg tinggal 40 ringgit mula membuatkan saya gusar. mulalah saya nampak patung-patung yg disarungkan baju kemeja cantik melambai-lambai pada saya sambil berkata "baju ini sesuai untuk pemuda sekacak anda." atau terdengar t-shirt murah2 memanggil-manggil merdu nama saya.

sampai sekarang saya maki hamun diri sendiri.

kadang-kadang saya rasa nota 50 ringgit itu tidak perlu wujud sebab ia menyusahkan saya. biasalah, bila ada 50 ringgit dalam dompet, kita rasa "ah, banyaknya duit aku". suatu hari ketika dalam perjalanan ke shah alam, bas berhenti di suatu kawasan yg hanya ada kedai makan, surau dan tandas 30 sen. disebabkan ia tengah2 hutan dan saya rasa saya tidak boleh bertahan untuk 5 jam lagi bagi mendapatkan khidmat tandas percuma, saya redha.

saya meluru ke tandas dan ternampak papan tanda "buang air 30sen", ah, kacau mood betul. saya cek dompet, hanya ada 3 keping nota 50 ringgit. tiada syiling walau sekeping.

mati.

haruskah saya hulurkan nota 50 ringgit kepada mak cik muka garang gila(!) yg jaga tandas dan rela disumpah seranah tu atau buat muka 30 sen yg selalunya kurang berhasil? maka saya batalkan niat, takpa 5 jam x lama. saya pernah kot tahan selama 3 jam dalam dewan exam sewaktu menjawab further maths kertas 2 yg last2 dapat C jugak.

bila dah sampai shah alam, saya rasa saya bodoh gila. kenapalah saya tak pergi tukar duit kat restoran tuh. bangang. saya salahkan tandas tu.

hari itu, saya pergi ke maybank untuk bertemu mesin atm yg dibenci. mahu keluarkan modal nak kahwin. oh, sebelum masuk ke tempat atm tu, saya berselisih dgn 2 orng pemuda belasan tahun duduk bersembang. sejurus saya melepasi mereka saya terdengar "bang, bagi derma bang, kami xde mak ayah.." pada saya mereka bijak pilih tempat untuk mintak derma.

ya ka?

bila fikir balik, saya rasa mereka kurang bijak. mesin atm tu boleh keluarkan nota 50 ringgit saja. jarang kot saya nampak orng pemurah gila hulurkan nota 50 ringgit. yg lagi kejam ada yg minta baki 49 ringgit, boleh?

saya tekan 1000.00. kad keluar. duit 1000 ringgit keluar. rambang mata. resit keluar. saya ambik duit tu dan lipat dua. dengan ketiba-tibaan yg tak disangka-sangka, duit 1000 ringgit terlepas drpd genggaman tangan saya dan jatuh berterabur. saya tergamam. terkejut kot. 1000 ringgit atas lantai dan semua mata memerhati saya. ah, rasa bagaikan artis pula.

menggeletar tangan mengutip duit yg bertaburan bagai kaca yg dihempas ke batu (ah, lama tidak berperibahasa!) oh, tika itu saya rasa bagaikan pengemis jalanan yg mengutip duit yg dibaling orang. sudahlah berkain pelikat, sangat miskin kan rupa saya?

tiba-tiba ada suara kakak menegur
"kenapa buang duit tu dik? kalau xnak, akak nak.."
ada yg menyampuk dari belakang
"banyak sangat duit dia tu.."

saya bangun dan bagi senyum sekambing-kambingnya dekat 2 orng tuh. padan muka. apa, ingat aku nk hulur duit 1000 ringgit tu?

saat itu, saya bersyukur sebab bank negara wartakan wang kertas 50 ringgit. anda boleh bayang kalau 1000 ringgit tu semuanya adalah helaian 1 ringgit?